a bit about my life right now

it has been so long since my last post. i have just not been into the whole posting thing and have just been reading and commenting other peoples work. there are some very talented people on here. i really want to start youtube but my mother wont let me and says i need to be older but i think that it is stupid so i dont know what i am going to do. i have even saved up money and bought a really nice camera. she was going to let me but now she isnt. gah i just wish i could make videos. im not really good at the writing thing but i think i would be better at speaking. do you guys have any suggestions to make my mum reconsider?